Maybe one day while playing around with your computer, you will find this message and read these final words...
Farizah, from the moment I laid eyes upon you salsa dancing at Radio Maria, I knew I had fallen for you. It was like I was hypnotized, and I was living in a dream. Every moment we shared, every tender kiss, every touch, every weekend spent laying in bed. every game of Golden Axe on Wii, every burden I had to bear as your elephant carrying you and your stuff, every "rrrr rrrr rrrr RRRR!" from Little T-Rex and "Hissssss!" from Little Fangy, every time I looked into your eyes I fell more and more in love with you. For the first time in my life, I was truly happy. I didn't care if my day sucked, even if nothing in the world went my way, because I had you.
Farizah, I've been a wreck since you went away. I miss you so much. I feel like a man without a home, because the only time I ever felt at home was in your arms. I love you, Baby, and there is not a moment that goes by that I'm not missing you.
Farizah, I'll love you forever.
James
aka "Little T-Rex"
aka "Bellelli,"
Your Baby Boy
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